Thursday, June 01, 2006

Have a great HNT!

I haven't played in awhile because as much as I thought about it, I always remembered on Friday! Duh.....

Anyways, here is this weeks!

I took a few shots one morning for my Stallion because I love to tease him by sending him picture messages of different parts of my body :-P He got one that was a little bit racier. ;-)

If you want to play, check out the link in my sidebar! Happy HNT!

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Whats love?

Whats love to you?
Is it a stuffed little bear that came out of a happy meal? Were you able to make that instant connection with the person you love over chicken nuggets and a happy meal toy?
Is it a rose, cut from his garden; given out of love and affection because he knows you are just a bit down today?
Or is it the fact that she keeps both in a place where she will constantly be reminded of him?

I think its all of the above. After one emotional moment after another, from Friday to Monday, things feel leveled out this morning. Its amazing how our emotions peak in such a way, from all the good to the really bad, to the moment that tells you that where you are, is right where you should be.

The one thing that bothered me the most was last night, when him and his brother both told me that I should be at their house right now because the family doesn't feel complete without me at the BBQ. It bothered me because I couldn't go and make that completion. I was touched by what they said and wished for, but I bothered myself, you know? Needless to say, there will be many more family gatherings that I will not be missing.

And here it is....

1. Have you ever been nude/semi-nude in public (sunbathing/photoshoot/streaking...)?
No... I mean, sunbathing yes, but thats not really all that semi-nude right? It would be pretty cool though... ;-)
2. Have you ever had sex at your workplace?
LOL no. But I probably would. I mean, not where I could get caught and loose my job, but if I knew that I could do it without the risk. I'm not too much into the possibility of loosing my job, even for a good lay.
3. Do you ask your partners to take an AIDS test or ask if they have?
Ok this is going to sound bad and maybe nieve to some people, but I have only ever been with virgins. Total = 3. I should ask my current husband though... *thinks about it* lol (The Stallion will SO not laugh at that and will probably think it IS a good idea)
4. Ever tried a beer bong?
LOL No! But I so would if I was drunk enough!
5. Have you ever spread a rumor about your ex or ex's new gf/bf?
Ummm... maybe? Ok yes. I'm a bitch, what can I say? Plus I am a really jealous person, my eyes even turn red LOL.
Bonus (as in "optional"): What are your views about circumcision??
Well now I can say I have been with both circumcised and not. There isnt much difference to me. I prefer not. As far as whats right and wrong, I think there is no right or wrong. Its all about preference in my opinion. My son is circumcised but my next one might not be just because I dont see the point really.

Did you play? If not, you should!

Hope everyone enjoyed their 3 day weekend (if they got it)! I know I did!

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Relay for Life 2006

Last weekend we had the opportunity to attend and work the American Cancer Society Relay for Life in our little city. The picture to the left is my Sunshine and the Stallion walking in the final lap of the 24 hour relay.

This year, I was asked to be on the comittee and took on the job of Registration Chair. It's an intimidating job, let me tell you. Being responsible for all the relayers, surviors, and team registration forms and money is a lot of work!! But it was so worth it.

As a city, we raised over $53,000 towards cancer research. Wow! How amazing and impowering. It feels good to have been apart of something so wonderful. To know that that money is going to help so many people feels awesome.

Me, my BFF and the Stallion pretty much stayed at the registration table all day. We were taking registation forms and money ALL day long, well into the night. It slowed down alot after about midnight. By 10:00 or so, the kids were all asleep in the tent. The Coach took off for home around midnight. Around 1 AM, me and the Stallion took off to his house down the street, took a shower, got some PJ's on and went back. We grabbed some Del Taco (2AM Del Taco rules) and ate in the car. We ended up talking about our grandma's, sharing a few tears, and just really opening up to each other in another way we haven't. We also had some "alone time" (for the second time that night LOL) in the car... The event was held at his school and he kinda got off on that haha. After that, we went walking around the school. There is a big bridge that seperates the fields from the campus and we walked up on it, sat under the stars and talked. After that, it was (round 3) then time for a little bit of sleep. It was about 5am by that time. We slept in the motor home for about an hour then woke up to close out the ceremony. We didnt leave the field until after 1pm Sunday afternoon. We had to get the final count of money in to be dropped at the bank. It was a long 24 hours.

One of the best times of the relay is the luminaria ceremony. This years did not go as well as last years, but it was still very important to those of us who have lost people to cancer. The bag on the left brought new respect and even more love for The One Who Makes My Heart Smile. As I was walking the lap for the luminaria ceremony with my Sunshine, I saw him hunched next to this bag, with his head down. I had no idea at the time what he was doing. Later that night, he lead me over to the bag and explained that this was the luminaria made to honor his granmother, who passed 2 years ago this June to cancer. We talked later about it and he was able to reflect on the love he had for her. It brought us that much closer together...

Overall, the relay was a success. I cannot wait until next year. I have so many ideas on how to make registration better and ways that I will be able to enjoy the relay but still know that the registration area is being handled. Hopefully next year I can bring back as many memories as I did this year.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Holy Moly

Has it really been almost a month? I hate that I do that. I swear, sometimes I think I have nothing to talk about, when I really really do. There is always something going on in my head that I can write about. When there isnt anything up there, I will start to worry.

So I got my first black eye yesterday. The Stallion is going to kill me because I keep mentioning it but you know what, I think its cool and funny. I know how stupid that sounds.

Dont mind that I am wearing NO makeup and look hideous. I dont even have an excuse, I am at work looking that that. Keepin in real.... real scary.

But yes, I earned my black eye in the best way possible - changing positions, from the top to the bottom. We were pretty into it too, and it might have killed his mood a bit but after some ice, I was ready to keep going. Why turn down a good thing? It turned purpleish about 3 hours later. Now it has a hint of red in it... I look like a MAC girl. But a really fucked up one who never learned how to put on her makeup. Thanks for the shiner baby!

Anyways, enjoy this -

1. Which is more important of the two in "chemisty," physical attractiveness or sexual performance?
I think you have to be attracted to someone to even get to the sexual performance. I mean, who wants to fuck someone who is ugly? Does that sound shallow? LOL
2. Would you rather have sex with someone who is a good with their mouth (in every sense) but small (flat chested or teenie penie), or a bad with their mouth but well endowed?
I cant say I have experienced either of those. Luckily for me, the Stallion is both well endowed and is EXCELLENT with his mouth. [I swear, I would make him the most popular guy EVER if only his buds could get me to spill all this to them! LOL]
3. Do you prefer natural tastes or flavored lubes?
Most flavored lubes have funky after taste. I'll go with natural here.
4. Have you ever been scared the first time you kissed someone that you might never kiss them again?
OMG yes! I hate that... with the Stallion, his kiss was so damn good the first time, I needed it again. Except I didnt quite know how to go about getting it. Good thing he has big balls and went after me again! LOL
5. Do you play music, tv, or other noise in the background when you have sex?
We usually have the radio, Ipod, or a CD playing. It turns me on when he sings to me and later, when I am listening to the radio or something, I remember what I was doing the last time I heard that song. [and I want to do it again!]
Bonus (as in "optional"): Most embarrassing sexual moment? (that was cruel wasn't it?)
Sheesh...... well it was pretty embarrassing asking for ice when butt naked after I was head butted. LOL At least I wasnt the one that had to get dressed and go get it! LOL

Well that was fun. I am really gonna try this time to keep up with this. Promise!